moving experiences

so i went cross-country in one of possibly the biggest moves you could do on this planet without leaving the country - east to west coast

i lost my sense of humour somewhere in the mayhem. im hoping its packed and on its way with my other important bits that are almost late to arrive via backload. i wonder if a backloaded sense of humour will arrive untraumatised. either way, i need it back. i couldnt even put a singles ad anywhere saying i have a "GSOH" (i dont think anyone would believe its in transit)

interesting thing when you leave somewhere is ppl coming to tell you how much they feel for you and always have. that info is fucking useless to me when leaving. ok not useless just detrimental to my sanity. so easy for someone to pour their heart out to you when there will be no aftermath visible to them. kinda nice to know tho

i had a birthday somewhere in there too. rj woke up and said to me

"morning mummy. nice hat"
(this is where i verify there was no hat)

when jp finally remembered, he said

"does that mean we have to be nice to you today"

im never having another birthday

and now i live with 5 males including the cat. sadly, theyre all related (cept the cat). this is why i desperately need my sense of humour back...............